You were my sickness and my cure

I need you. I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss you lips. Your eyes. Your touch. I generally just miss you. I wish I could hold you one last time. I wish I could feel your warm breath on my neck. You’re the reason I wake up in the mornings and go to sleep at night with a smile on my face. A smile that hurts. You’re the reason I get butterflies in my belly, just by the sound of your voice. I always seem to forgive you, no matter what. You always know what to say. You always know what to do. When I’m sad or lonely, you’re the one I can always turn to. You’re not just my best friend. I see myself maybe falling in love with you someday. I see me and you, happy. That the thing, for the first time in a long time I don’t have to pretend I’m happy; because when I’m with you, I just am. You’re the only thing I have left to live for. You’re the one who’s opened me up. The first one to finally realize who I am and what I want in this world. You’re the apple of my eye. The fruit in my fruitcake. And the happiness in my life. I can’t imagine loosing you, not now, not ever. So don’t be planning on leaving me anytime soon. Because I can’t let you go. Sometimes in life it’s better to let go of those things that just simply aren’t there. But I know deep in my heart, you’ll always be there. No, maybe not there fisicaly, but my heart has already made a special place for you. And only you. ♂♥♀